Another blogger's testimony
I
was baptized Lutheran yet went to a Baptist church until the age of 12 or so.
God was not something that interested me until age 38. It is a long story but
for about 4-5 years, starting in 2006 or so, I searched through all religion
looking for answers. I tried understanding what each religion believed in and
what made sense to me. I stumbled upon many strange findings throughout my
journey only to come back to what I was taught to believe at a very early age.
Religion was not something that was important in my family’s upbringing. I was
baptized and I did go to Church but it wasn’t something my parents stressed the
importance of. I now believe it is important to teach what I know yet I also
know that teaching does not make somebody believe. We must have our eyes
opened. Some people will have their eyes opened wide, some not so much, and
some won’t have them opened at all.
“To open their eyes, so that
they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that
they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified
by faith in Me.” (Acts 26:18).
I will save you all the
biblical references in this statement about me as you will one day get them out
of me in talking or reading my posts. Now back to my journey.
It may be hard to believe but
while searching for answers I kept hearing a voice in my head. In fact, that
statement makes me tear up writing it as I remember the voice and how stern but
softly it was spoken. It kept saying “Keep Looking, Keep Looking”. I opened up
article after article on the Internet trying to find God and trying to find
answers that would give me Faith in Christ. I wanted so bad to believe in
something, as death seemed hopeless to me. I started asking friends and family
about Christ and trying so hard to believe in what they were telling me but I
had no luck. I would just revert back to my same ole’ non-believing self. There
was just something about the message I wasn’t getting yet I kept hearing the
voice over and over and over again every time I would start to look for
answers. I was on the computer early in the morning on April 1st, 2011. It was
about 3am and something finally clicked. I was reading something about the
crucifixion and got this overwhelming feeling inside that was telling me what I
was reading has more to it. There was a man that I never have met that gave HIS
life for all of humanity, as HE knew we couldn’t have salvation without HIM
showing us The Way. Then I started thinking about how there was somebody long
ago that horrible things happened to and HE died for the cause; never demanding
anything more than believing in The Way and following The Commands. A man, that
they called Yeshua. I then started looking deeper. That morning at 3am, the
voice in my head said, “You found it”. I was so relieved to get this voice out
of my head that I told everyone I knew about it. My friend Jim thought it was
an April fool’s joke. Little did I know that the voice never goes away. It just
changes it’s message.
This started my journey on
April 1st, 2011. That is the day I picked up a Bible and started to study it.
To that point I hadn’t stepped foot in a Church for over 26 years nor ever once
read any part of the Bible. As I searched through the scriptures I started
learning things. I would get excited and start telling all my Christian friends
and family about them only to find out they were never taught that nor did they
believe what I said was in the Bible. This started bothering me so I started to
dig a little deeper. I came across so many things that the Bible says not to do
that the Church teaches are okay to do so I made it a mission to find the
TRUTH.
As I was off of work one day,
my lawn guy (and now close friend) Doug stopped to talk after he was done
cutting the lawn. He was an acquaintance of mine and we talked occasionally
about God when he would come by to cut the lawn. He said “I know you recently
came into belief in God but let me ask you something. How many animals did Noah
take on the Ark?” I replied “2 of every kind, that was easy, I remember that
from Sunday school”. He then said “Wrong, he took 7 clean of every kind a male
and his mate and 2 unclean of every kind a male and his mate”. At that point I
realized I was about 2 months into studying the Bible and I was already had been
misled years before when taught only 2 of every kind went onto the Ark. From
that point I regrouped and started to dig into the Bible deeper and found his
answer to be correct.
“Take with you seven of every
kind of clean animal, a male and its mate, and two of every kind of unclean
animal, a male and its mate.” (Genesis 7:2).
From that point forward I
have “TESTED EVERYTHING” I am either told or taught by someone against the
scriptures to make sure it is true. In the Bible the Bereans did the same
thing.
“The brothers immediately
sent Paul and Silas away by night to Berea, and when they arrived they went
into the Jewish synagogue. Now these Jews were more noble than those in
Thessalonia; they received the word with all eagerness, examining the Scriptures
daily to see if these things were so.” (Acts 17:10-11).
I am far from a scholar. I have
no seminary training. I have just been led by HIM to find the TRUTH. I don’t
have a degree nor did I even own a Bible until 2011. I have found that most of
what is believed is man-centered tradition and the mainstream Church is failing
us. We need to get back to the days when the Church taught from the Bible and
not from some theologian’s doctrine that has been incorporated into the
teachings over the last 2000 years. I now study word translations to prevent
from getting the wrong message. Some things have been changed in our Bibles and
other things have been tampered with. I am on a mission to uncover them as best
as I can. I don’t have enough time in my life to do what I want to do but I can
at least do some of it in hope of transforming what is being taught. I want to
change Christianity back to the days when Paul was writing letters to correct
the Churches. I want Christians to be united as one without doctrines getting
in the way of that unity. I want to be remembered as a husband, father, and friend
that helped spread The Gospel of Christ to those that did not know about it and
help eliminate man’s doctrine from those that do know about it. My job is to
make sure my family knows the Gospel so they can learn how to be saved. My
calling is to uncover the misguided teachings in today’s Christianity and make
sure my family and friends know the TRUTH. It isn’t an option to just be quiet
and go along in life knowing the TRUTH and not teaching it to my family and
friends. I won’t let them down and this is how it all started.
My comment:
I agree that it’s exciting to
find others who have come to truly trust the Bible. My testimony is a little
longer than yours, not with a voice leading me like the star over Bethlehem;
but I was guided by providences. When I did come back to the Lord after being
far gone for 13 years―by that I mean when the Lord took me back―all I could
think of was having a Bible. That was my big, silent thought, “Oh, if I only
had a Bible!” And a voice spoke in my mind very clearly in that little attic,
“It’s right behind you.” And, without even wondering where that voice came
from, I turned around and in the bookcase right behind me was a Bible. I took
it and opened to 2 Timothy 1 and began my past 20 year love of the Bible. I
have studied and read and meditated on it to this day! This morning I was
thinking about all the accusations and discrediting of parts of the Bible and
of the whole Bible. So many accusing voices have gone silent when they learned
more about what they were accusing. I am now to the point of saying that no
matter what I hear against God’s word to never get disturbed about any of it.
It will be all resolved in time. Every last difficulty. No one will understand
the Bible unless they approach it with the gift of faith from Jesus. People
rail and complain against the Bible because they are ignorant of the
circumstances that existed when the different parts were written. Like the
children of Israel, who complained about everything God did for them, and died
in the wilderness, all the modern murmurers are going to die in this world, and
never enter the heavenly Canaan. The laws of diet given to the Israelites in
the wilderness were for all time. Science is slowly come up to speed with diet
and health; but, they won’t be fully correct until they come 100% in line with
the Bible. It has been the true followers of Christ and His word who have had
the best health and quality of life since the beginning of time. During the
Bubonic plague the survivors were the Jews because they still obeyed the laws
of cleanliness that the Lord gave Moses to give them. The truth is that every
good and perfect gift comes from above, from the Father of glory, who changes
not. And He sees it correct to give the truth to this fallen world of sinners
in written form via a third person like us, just another regular, struggling
human messenger who was inspired by God, like Moses was. This initial humbling
tends to sift out all the Naamans who believe they merit a more heavenly
teacher than the written instructions of God through men. Some of those Naamans
rethink their pride and return to the written word of God. And we happily
welcome them home!
Blessings, brother.
1 Comments:
Thank you so much for posting brother David, I felt so happy reading from you after some time. I tried to get by email and the email bounced back.
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